Saturday, October 09, 2004

Have you ever done something that you knew was wrong but you knew you wanted it? Have you ever done something that was risky yet fun? I don't know what to do right now. And I don't know why this hurts. Something happened that shouldn't have but that was bound to happen. Last night...I won't say what but it happened. I do not really feel bad about it. I'm just hurt because something inside me clicked and in other instances...it didn't. I wish that it was a feeling shared but obviously it was a feeling of one. I am the sucker yet again.
So yeah, school yesterday was alright. Nothing interesting happened. Mr. Rose almost had a heart attack over those damn freshmen. I've never ever seen so much ink on someones hands before in my life! After school, I came home and fell asleep. It felt good. Then I went to a show in Monson. Bill's band is doing wicked good. Then this band that Jenn's brother was in played and I thought they were awesome! Their lead singer looks just like the guy from Hoobastank. I saw Liam there. He is like such a mac-daddy! hehe It was cool. I talked to my dad for a little bit when he came to pick Liam up. Then Pete and I went back to his house so he could shower because he was roofing all day. So much for my weekend plans but that's okay. I need a weekend to myself. I found out that the hotel laid me off. That's cool too, though. I was getting sick of the weekend shit.
Anyways...after Pete showered, we went to Bill's. I heard the song that Bruce made and I love it! I saw Zareky (or however you spell it) for the first time in forever! Charlene and J-Ho showed up later. I've come to a conclusion....Charlene causes more drama than she can handle. I guess that's what comes with perfect looking women...horrible personality flaws. So yeah, at Bill's is where the thing happened. I'm not mentioning what or whatever, but it did. And I can't stop thinking about it. Pete was wicked bitchy last night. But he was tired, so I understood. We went back to his house and I definitely did not get a good nights sleep. I don't know why. Maybe because I had so much on my mind. Well, not so much on my mind, but one thing that flooded my thoughts and senses.
This morning, Pete and I went to McDonalds and ate and stuff. Then I went to work. Which I was going to stop at the hotel and pick up my check but I didn't. So yeah, then I was at iParty at noon. I pretty much zoned all day. Mrs. Phipps showed up and so did Michelle, Amanda, and Seth. Heather Gravel did, too. So everyone I knew was there today. I really enjoy Becca, one of the girls I work with. She's so nice and stuff. I gave her my number so we can get together sometime and stuff. That's one thing...I enjoy the people I work with...for the most part. Some of the managers are weird. But that's okay.
So, yeah, I think I'm going to go lay down. Mom's at Rick's and probably not coming home for a while. I'm bored...See ya later

*~*Malia*~*

Malia 10:58 PM